28.09.2011 ** our 6th Years Annivesary **


urgh! i look creepy!! :0

Yikeeeeessss!

Again, it's been a month since my last update! It's exam week, GREAT!! I just can't wait to get over it. Exam just drives me crazy!

My Life???
Urgh! I don't even wanna start! Well, actually it's not that bad. Nevermind....

Ooooooooh yeaaaaaaah, The Walking Dead Season 2 is already playing on TV!
WooHoo!! ATLAST! BEEN WAITING FOR SO LOOOONG!! LOVE IT!!!!

Ok this is just a random update. I can't sleep, it's almost 5am n I'm still awake while everybody are enjoying their sleep! Urgh!! It's very...VERY...hard to sleep when I got ALOT of things on my mind!!! PLUS this freakin TEETH IS KILLIN ME!!

Done.
Have a nice day!
:)


Just an Update For Raya. Some few pictures, there's more but I'm kinda lazy to upload hehehehehehehe...I enjoyed My Raya with My Love Ones, That's All I can say! I LOVE THEM SO MUCHHHH! :)

My Family :)

My cousin, Mom and Me.

Me and Aunty.

My Sis, Me, Mom, Dad and Sis.

Me and Cousin.

My Sis, Aunty, Me and Cousin.

Aunties, Me&Him.

My Man!

Love This Guy So Much!

p/s: 4more days to goooo~~ I'm hoping something special!! hehehehehehehe. Hopefully!

HAVE A NICE DAY PEEPS!!

Puasa is almost over! I don't know what to feel exactly. Well..I'm a bit excited but at the same time I don't. I'm gonna go back attending night classes on the 5th September which I'm so not excited about!! Plus BIG exam's cominnnn!! STRESS OUT!

So...Yeah, since it's almost raya plus it's payday at the moment, traffic is hectic busy, shops supermarkets are all busy!!! Everywhere I go is FREAKIN BUSY! I've been going out so much lately urgh so exhausted, I have to go buy this buy that and it just won't stop!! Just today, I'm just chillin at home resting but tonight will be going out AGAIN!! wOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH.

And guess what?!! Lately, I've been feeling this pain in my right ear! And damn, it's killin me plus it's annoying!! I don't know what's up with it, all I know is IT'S ANNOYING! It's been four days now and I'm just gonna give it a month to heal by itself and if doesn't I might want to consider myself to do a check-up! Which I don't think I want to HEHEHE. I hate going CLINIC OR HOSPITAL! Urgh I just hope it will heal soon :(

Alright! I think that's all for this post. Just wanna do an update :)

" SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN EVERYONE!! "
Hope u guys have a fun and exciting raya with ur family and love ones~ hehehe



p/s: I almost forgot! I realised that everytime I click ur names, this blogobo websites appeared! I don't like freakin know how that website works and I would really love to read ur blog so can u guys just kindly text in the box ur blog sites ( not in the 'email' box, what I meant was in the 'message' box ) . I would love to check it out :)


The Love Of My Life. 118 <3 128 .( Urgh! I look freakin fat in this pic )


At laaaaaaaaaaast, we're now 20! Hehehehe. And less than a month will be our 6th Years Annivesary! Times flies so fast~ We were only 15th back when we first met N now here we are all grown up! We're now officially in our twenty hehehhe. Soooo We went for sungkai the other day on 13th, he decided to take me out for sungkai celebrating our 20th birthday! * atu baru sweet! * ( Thanks babe <3<3 ).



A Special Thanks To The Aunties For The Bag * loving it! pink xah buuliihhh hehehehehe * N Also To My Babe For The MAC 88 pallette * at last! I owned it! love it!!! * I LOVE U GUYS SOOOMUCHH! FAHAM WAH YATAH BISAAAI :P


I would love to post more but I'm so sleepy, didn't have that much sleep! 2days wah inda cukup tidur!! Very tireddddd. Been going out non-stop the last few days! I'm exhausted. I need to rest N sleep cukup-cukup.

It's raining rightnow, COOOOLLLLD! Mun tido tah nyaman ni time hujan-hujan ni.....hehehehehehhe...I'm going to dreamland nooooowwwww wooohooo LET'S SLEEP!

OHYEAAAH ALMOST FORGOT. It's 17th, HAPPY 21ST ANNIVESARY TO MY BELOVED BABAH N MAMA!! LOVE THEM SOMUUUCHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. :)




IT'S RAMADHAAAANNNNN~~~PUASAAAA!! HEHEHE. As usual routine for puasa, stay up until sahur......After sahur will be sleeping timeeeee hehehehe. Glaaaaaddd I don't have class on ramadhaaaann!! I could relax n stay away from books! Tapi jangan jua belambak bah kaja rumah aaaah!! SPOILEDDDD!! N I felt bad for the schoolers, sekulah xah puasa~~kekekeke.Awww too baaaaaad :p But anyhoo, HAPPY RAMADHAN YA'LL :) I'll be turning 20 this month N so do My baaaaaby~~~Hehehehe times flies so faaaaast.

Soooo....Hm....I feel like posting about my relationship AGAIN!! Don't know where else I can let it out N here it goes...Yesterday, I was trying to talked to him about US N as usual he's so Un-excited(is that even a word?whutevee) about it. So I found it freaking BORING!! Where's the commitment dude?! Lack of communication eh, BORING. He used to be so sweet but now AH PAHIT!! He used to be romantic but sekarang AH ROMANTIC KEPALA HOTAK. " Awal-awal memang Sweet Dah Lama-lama Pahit", So TRUE! It really bothers me seeing couples(long-term relationship)happy, sweet masih macam dulu-dulu N NO COMPLAINTS! I'm not sayin that I'm not happy, ada masanya lah. He said I'm complaining too much! Baik jua xah daripada di simpan sakit saja hati baik jua terus terang. Antah all that I said to him masuk kah jua inda in his ear N head! Tau-tau masuk kanan keluar kiri! I just want to have something to remember wah everyday I see him. Ani nada bah all I can think N remember about is HE'S BORING. I missed the good times that he N I had years agoo. Well maybe everything changed bcos we're getting older, tapi orang lain inda jua cemani ku liat :( I'm not sayin that I want the old him, NO STRICTLY NO! I love the new him tapi hm ada sikit-sikit perlu di usai. N so do I! Atleast, I'm trying~~:s Sometimes sanak ku bah mikirkan kan giveup rasanya ada jua but hm this feelings that I had for him just won't fade awaaaay N I kept remembering all the good N bad times we went through, it's just not easy to let that all go. I'm not a 'pro' when it comes to letting go. Boring kah ia Banci kah ku kan ia(depends lah jua banci pasal apa), sayang ku masih. I know maybe I'm too harsh saying things to him at times, by the look on his face I know he's upsad N down whenever I'm complaining N told him that he's boring. I feel bad but at the same time I feel good that he knew everything that I kept inside. I know he's also trying but to me it's not enough :( Urgh guess I stopped here, rindu pulaaaaang~~

I LOVE MY MR.BOOORING! <3 118128 <3

AAARGHH POSTING ABOUT U MAKES ME WANT TO CALL U NOWWWWWWWWWWW!! REALLY MISS THE GOOD TIMESSSS :(


So I went to KK last week with My Baby, My Aunties, Cousins, Siblings and My Grands. It was totally a lastmin plan...We were suppose to be going to Miri on that Friday morning and on that time jua Our Grandpa decided to go to KK. We were like HAH BANAR BAH?! Apa inda HAH BANAR BAH baju bah pack sikit saja hehehe and it was totally a lastmin plan... Sekali mendangar ke KK atu bah, yang inda ikut pun jadi ikut! Hahaha. Not me btw it's my sister :p So sharp at 10am we jalan, sampai sana around 7pm. I was very sick at that time, didnt really had that much fun...SALAH TIMING BAH DAMAM AH :( Seperadian kami damam ah no fun :s But damam2 pun manage jua ku bah shopping sampai kapih :p hehehe. Overall I had fun jua lah..So did my baby hehehe everyone pun jua :) We arrived Brunei At 10pm on Sunday last week. And here I am blogging and still sick :( Almost a week now aargh I cant even tastes food. Siksaaanya Akuuu :( Im badly craaving for something.....I want to eat nyaman2 baaah. Hoping this sick will go away soon, I cant stand this. Morning!

Maybe it was me or maybe it's him. Is it wrong for me to be jealous? To be curious? To be mad? To ask? Bulih bah ku inda jeles ku inda marah kalau ku inda sayang. Ani sayang ku bah! Why cant u just freakin understand?! N now ur blaming me for not trusting u! Buduh atu luwan d asuh wang, fikir wah mana silap mu! Told u billion of times it will be hard for me to trust u! Even it happened years ago but the past that hurts me its hard to forget! Im not that kinda person yang boleh lupakan things yang hurt me cematu saja, it ain't easy apalagi bukan sekali dua terjadi! Ya i know i was a jerk too in the past, doesn't mean u can trust me n i should do the same! Im not being selfish, im just being too protective to myself! Sometimes u made me think " why should i be with u when i can be with someone else!" n i told u that a week ago! Lupa sudah kah? Do u really want me to be who i used to be 5 years ago? Wish ur reading this stupid. U pissed me off! Blaming me 100% it ain't cool dude, it's war! I dont give a shit.


I dont know it would be this hard. Dont know it would be this complicated. Its makin me insane! Bakal saja sayang mun inda, i would not waste my time holding on to this relationship! Mind my words, im so pissed. Sorry.